To Adrian, the last time you saw me I would of been 12, I am turning 16 this year and I'm currently sitting my exams at the moment. I feel like if I knew you for longer you would of really understood me and got me. I have spent a lot of time learning about myself and trying to understand who I am and you were one of the people that influenced how I am now and I wish you could see me now. I have spiritual beliefs and I still feel spiritually with you even if I am not physically. Your family love you lots and you are always in our hearts.